( Rest of B-Day )
( Band 2006 )
I think that's it for tonight. I still wanna talk about:
Labor Day in PA,
and Rent, though.
And maybe some Frat stuff too. But another night. Gnite.
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Hurrah. I'm in a good mood. After a horrible joint meeting (bitch must die) and a pretty good active meeting, a bunch of us walked across campus to a car, then drvoe to the stadium and trespassed on the 50 yard line at about midnight. Then we discovered the new walking bridge over Rt. 261 and stargazed for a while, then walked back to the summit east parking lot and talked until 1:30am. Made me really happy cuz it was fun. The only downside was that I lost my house and mailbox key sometime during the fun.... so now I have to search for them when it's light outside.
In other news, after a shitty spring break full of angst, stuff is better now... and I can't remember if I said anything about it in my last post, but it's worked out for the most part. Still recovering slightly, but feelin good for the most part.
I've fallen head over heels into any pairing involving Lindsey/Christian Kane after realizing how in love with him I really was. God I love that man. I spent all last night digging up old and new fics and RPS involving him and am planning on doing more tonight.
I also realized how much I miss RPing... especially slash rping, so I'm applying for a new RP and learned that the old Hogwarts one I did during highschool is still running, so I was considering applying back there again. I have lots of time on my hands and really really miss forum based RPs. Plus the Hoggies one will be cool if it's the same people running it- they were my first real internet friends and they introduced me to lots of roleplaying/anime stuff. It's through them that I learned what anime was and the one girl got me heavily into Rurouni Kenshin, which I'm still into.
My kittens are getting bigger and Bailey's voice has changed... Drake's falling behind in the puberty department, but I'm sure him voice will change at some point.
Oh and I've learned how to cook! Ash taught me how to make packet meals while she was here and emily taught me how to combine lots of random stuff to things and still make it taste good. I've made a packet meal on my own, along with my first marinade and even successfully made myself a hamburger from my old molding of ground beef. I'm so proud of myself!
Plus, Tami showed me where I could download a dvd burner thingy and now I'm able to record clips straight to my computer so I can actually start learning how to make my own vids! I'm SO excited! I just have to decide what clips I want to use in the 2 songs I've already picked out, and record them and then learn how to put them together. Hurrah!
The only scared thing is that my audition for switching to a Music Education majour is next saturday and I havn't practiced since before spring break. But it's kinda sad that when I really think about it, I won't be too unhappy if I fail. I'll just go on to photography or photojournalism or something. I'm kinda on the college trial program. I'll try about 40 things until I find one I like.
Oh well. Time to look up more Lindsey slash. Hurray!
(I even made my own icon)
Yeah so I can't remember what I was typing about... I think it was about what I did when I brought soulless_lover back to her place... which is basically check out a car with her dad so that her old rust bucket could meet a new home. She apparently got it, so that rocks, yay for me being nice to my friends.
Other than that I'm coming up on my first run of bills that I have to pay by myself... and they suck. I have to borrow $200 from my mom to be sure the check doesn't bounce.
Finally took overdue DVDs back that were overdue by like 12 days. Yay.
Changed the litter in my kittens' litterbox for the second time, and used new litter which they seem to like alright... we'll see if it really handles smell better. It's supposidly for "small spaces" but we'll see...
My Little in the Frat is doing pretty good... tho the Candidate class just went through their first tough meeting. I hope they do better than ours did, since we lost a member at this time of our class. I feel for them, though... it's tough. Lurve to them.
Feeling kinda down since it's 3am... I love my kittens but I've been missing having like... a person in my life. I think that's why I'm planning on getting into Fanfiction again. I realized I stopped writing when I came out of my depression. Huh, imagine that? I hope I'm not getting depressed again. Though I heart the LJ because I can journal and it doesn't feel like a chore. I should really back up these files and print them out so in like 30 years I can be like: OMG look how stupid and young I was!! And try to remember what OMG stood for 30 years ago. (It's not Ohio Medical Group like the sign near soulless_lover's house says.)
Think I'll write for a bit then read, then sleep. Daddysire already went to bed. He'll probably punish me for being up so late. Oh well. I don't have any classes tomorrow.
So driving to PA and back is actually not that bad. On saturday, after slaving in a kitchen for 8 hours for a spaghetti dinner put on by my Frat for All Star Band, I picked up pet_23 and soulless_lover from emily's house, and drove them back to Pet's house. At 2am. Until 6am. I was tired. Yet managed to stay up for about a half-an-hour with William to pester Angelus while we were all supposed to be sleeping. It was hellafun.
Sunday was spent sleeping, and then getting my ass beat by a variety of leather belts and Angel's hand... and OMG... he's got this elastic belt that stings like heaven. Yum. Oh, and William got leathered too. We were sharing the wealth that is Angel.
Then we played Mario Party 4 for a while, and that's an awesome game! I almost wish I had a Gamecube so I could play it again. We did other stuff too, but it all blends together. Plus some of it Spike would dismember me if I repeated... *grins*
Oh shit meeting time... BBL
Random update on life:
Last Saturday I got in my car, drove to soulless_lover 's workplace, picked her up, and then we left on a 3 hour roadtrip to the middle of PA. We got to pet_23 's beautiful new house at about 2am, and visited for a while before I fell asleep at about 5am. Then, after a morning full of two sweet little boys watching me play my game-boy and asking me all sorts of questions... ("Is that a tree?" "Is that the bad guy?" "Are you gonna win?" "What are you doing now?" "What's that little thing?" "Why can't I hear the sound?" "Are you going to turn the sound on?") ...I managed to escape into the privacy of a room with two vampires, and was greeted with smiles. After observing and having a great time watching, we finally left and I got to know them both alot better on the drive back. We then went to see Brokeback Mountain together and OMG... SADNESS! Good movie, SAD SAD SAD for about 3/4 of it tho. (The sex scene was fucking HOT too... except for the urge to destroy the DAMNED PRETEENS sitting in front of us giggling the whole time.)
More indepth description/spoilers later cuz I'm tired.
I can't remember if I mentioned how I've come up with an idea for a fanfic or not... but I have... and unfortunately it's looking like it will only work as an Angel/OC fic... because Spike really wouldn't fit the part without losing all that is Spike... and it has to take place in Season 2 of Buffy. It's going to be an AU tho... (what fics arn't these days? ;) ) And if I ever get time between work and band, I might actually get to start writing it.
Speaking of... I love my work. I'm working at a bookstore barely off-campus and I love it so hard. I'm good at it, and I enjoy looking up the books and getting them for people. Maybe I will apply at the library after all.
Oh and school.... ugh. I skipped my first class and decided to drop it... but I'm still unsure. Lots of reasons... too tired to get into it.
Also too tired to talk about frat stuff.
Oh well. That's life.
So I'm up late again, having a productive evening looking up people I know on LJ and friending them whether they want to be my friend or not. And... I do post some rather interesting stuff on here... and have some interesting stuff in my profile, but fuck it. This is me and everything I post is important to and a part of me. Still is kinda embarassing, but I'm getting over it.
I just got back from spending the day, night, and day at soulless_lover 's house. First, it was an absolute blast. Will and Drake as fledglings together rock! We bought a naughty chair for Will, a frickin throne for Will's Angelus, and a porcelin piggy bank for me. The we went shopping and I was very tempted to buy a frickin 5 POUND bar of Hershey's chocolate... but I didn't. We had dinner, a tea party, some doll porn... and then we talked with our Sires for a long time, having interesting chats and lots of giggling, then were given lots of glares and threats of punishment, then we giggled more... and finally settled down. We watched Fool for Love and Darla, then fell asleep at about 6:30am. We woke up at about 3:30pm, and messed about until about 5:30, when we went back to the antique store where we got the previous furnature, picked up the Angelus Throne, and brought it back. Then we worked on demolishing the naughty chair’s horrible leather seating, because it was shabby and broken, and needs to be completely re-done… and in the process learned tons about chair-making from at least 70-80 years ago, and maybe even earlier. (Poor kid apprentice who went and shaved the horse…) We ate dinner again, then I set out for home after a bit more.
That’s the good stuff.
The bad stuff is I’m completely wishing I had a type of relationship that emily and pet have as Will and Angelus. Overhearing their convos… watching their interactions… they’re so cool together… and though I love kidcyclone dearly, we both know that our relationship can never progress into the sexual depths that I’d like to have some sort of relationship in. I mean, online is fun and all… but we both know that it could never happen IRL… which is kinda what I want. It would be strange to even do phone sex.
Sooo…. I’m thinking that I need to start looking for an Angelus for me IRL. Luckily, I have an idea of what I’m looking for in a relationship this time… unlike with my ex-boyfriend… the only problem is knowing where to look. Pretty much, I’m looking for a girl who loves to pretend to be a dominant male vampire Sire, but is still caring, fun-loving, and decent at the same time… and doesn’t mind being with a submissive girl, who loves playing a naughty male fledgling. She should be willing to roleplay, use a multitude of corporal punishments, be loving, and be willing to be friends outside of RP as well. I think that about covers it… which gives me about a 1 in 2130873493159317359791736719713969317691
The problem is, I know two people like that right now, but they’re both taken, which is why I feel my chances of finding other people as cool and nice as them is rather low.
In other news, I’m FUCKING SICK OF SCHOOL. I don’t even want to finish the semester. I think I’m going to go to having like 5 credit hours next semester… one class, and 2 bands. Also, after spending Thanksgiving Break by myself in the apartment because my roomies were all at home, I SO want to live by myself. It was absolute bliss not having to worry about anyone but me. Not that I don’t like my roomates… I just have this intense urge to live alone. Soo… that’s pretty much it right now. I’m horny and want to be played with. But that problem won’t be solved for a long time, so I guess there’s nothing I can do right now. *sigh
In other news, I’m FUCKING SICK OF SCHOOL. I don’t even want to finish the semester. I think I’m going to go to having like 5 credit hours next semester… one class, and 2 bands.
Also, after spending Thanksgiving Break by myself in the apartment because my roomies were all at home, I SO want to live by myself. It was absolute bliss not having to worry about anyone but me. Not that I don’t like my roomates… I just have this intense urge to live alone. Soo… that’s pretty much it right now. I’m horny and want to be played with. But that problem won’t be solved for a long time, so I guess there’s nothing I can do right now. *sigh