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Havn’t posted in a while, mostly because I’ve been so busy trying to balance my life between band, the fraternity, my family, and my friends. I’ve also been frantically trying to find a place to live, mostly because my lease expires on my birthday and quite a few of the apartments in the area have waiting lists now. With my kitties, I can’t find many places to live that don’t cost $600+ a month for 1 bedroom, and I’m searching high and low to find a place.
In Band news, Univeristy Band was a great time this past semester, sitting next to both Meghan and Matt was ridiculously fun and having Mallory in the section with Cody trying his best to teach her how to play and take care of a trumpet was also fun. Marching Band is starting early this year, I’m doing librarian again, and I’ve already finished copying pre-game so people can take it home over the summer and PRACTICE! Yay! Band Camp is having a special new thing, the first weekend in August is a quick get together, then real band camp starts August 17-19 for Leadership, and 20-27 for everyone.
In Frat news, the Gamma Alpha class is active now, all 6 of them, and they’re already making impressions and stepping up. They’re really cool people, all of them and I’m so happy they’re a part of our fraternity. We finished out the term with elections, and I finally was voted into chapter Historian! Woot! I’m a little nervous about contacting the alumni, but I’m excited for the job and already have many plans in store. We’ve got a lot going on this summer, July 23-30 specifically because that’s National Convention, which I’m going to, and it’s in Orlando Florida. I’m our proxy delegate, which means I’ll be seated for another chapter if they don’t show up, or our chapter if Jeff doesn’t go, but he’s already got his plane ticket booked, so I’m pretty certain he’s going.
My family is interesting lately… I’m still kinda feeling the seperation with my mom about finances and her opinions versus the ones I’m starting to form, but she’s been spouting to me about how I’m such a good daughter to her and she appreciates all the time we spend together, especially because she never sees my brother and usually people my age don’t spend time with their parents. It kinda took me by surprise when she just said that when we went out to eat one night. But I really appreciate her too, even if I’m starting to think for myself. And in other news my brother has been trying to make reparations with me, and I really appreciate that too. We still get into arguments every now and then, but we also had a lengthy talk, just the two of us, and I’m really starting to appreciate him and understand him better. It’s really kinda strange, but feels good.
As for my friends, I’ve visited Pet a couple of times since I last posted, and we keep watching movies I’ve never seen, which is really cool. I think I’ve watched about 50 new movies in the past fourth months and every single one I’ve enjoyed. Plus there’s the other memories of lying on blankets in front of the TV, watching Antonio Banderas and Angelina Jolie making Sam and Dean comments… and the many mini-roadtrips we take everytime… I seriously don’t know what I’d do with myself if I didn’t have my little refuge away from my roommate and my frat and school and daily shit. I love spending time with her so much I get all panicy and emo when I have to come home.
I’ve also continued larping with Ben and Jesse and Tom, and we’ve convinced more people to come up to Cleveland with us which is fun, and Jesse’s started running a game on Friday nights now too, which I’m enjoying. I find I’m really enjoying spending time with him…
Which leads to my next topic… of how my brain is spazzing out whenever I’m around boys I have friendships with. I think it’s because I’m about to turn 22 and I’ve never yet had a serious committed relationship with anyone other than 2 friends that were never and aren’t potential couple material. I’ll be talking with certain people, and suddenly my brain will go “Does he like me? Could I spend the rest of my life with him? I’ve liked him for a while… maybe… does he have a girlfriend? I wonder what he looks like in bed.” I mean SERIOUSLY. When I’m just standing there TALKING. And it’s been scaring me. So far it’s happened with 3 guys that I’m friends with, but I havn’t known them for long and I know little about them, yet learn more everytime I talk with them. It’s really starting to freak me out the places my brain will go when I’m just talking about like, class. Or where they went to highschool. Or band.
I’m just crazy I guess.
Oh well. So that’s my little catch-up to life. And my internet is wigging out so this might not get posted for a while. But that’s ok. I can wait.
In Band news, Univeristy Band was a great time this past semester, sitting next to both Meghan and Matt was ridiculously fun and having Mallory in the section with Cody trying his best to teach her how to play and take care of a trumpet was also fun. Marching Band is starting early this year, I’m doing librarian again, and I’ve already finished copying pre-game so people can take it home over the summer and PRACTICE! Yay! Band Camp is having a special new thing, the first weekend in August is a quick get together, then real band camp starts August 17-19 for Leadership, and 20-27 for everyone.
In Frat news, the Gamma Alpha class is active now, all 6 of them, and they’re already making impressions and stepping up. They’re really cool people, all of them and I’m so happy they’re a part of our fraternity. We finished out the term with elections, and I finally was voted into chapter Historian! Woot! I’m a little nervous about contacting the alumni, but I’m excited for the job and already have many plans in store. We’ve got a lot going on this summer, July 23-30 specifically because that’s National Convention, which I’m going to, and it’s in Orlando Florida. I’m our proxy delegate, which means I’ll be seated for another chapter if they don’t show up, or our chapter if Jeff doesn’t go, but he’s already got his plane ticket booked, so I’m pretty certain he’s going.
My family is interesting lately… I’m still kinda feeling the seperation with my mom about finances and her opinions versus the ones I’m starting to form, but she’s been spouting to me about how I’m such a good daughter to her and she appreciates all the time we spend together, especially because she never sees my brother and usually people my age don’t spend time with their parents. It kinda took me by surprise when she just said that when we went out to eat one night. But I really appreciate her too, even if I’m starting to think for myself. And in other news my brother has been trying to make reparations with me, and I really appreciate that too. We still get into arguments every now and then, but we also had a lengthy talk, just the two of us, and I’m really starting to appreciate him and understand him better. It’s really kinda strange, but feels good.
As for my friends, I’ve visited Pet a couple of times since I last posted, and we keep watching movies I’ve never seen, which is really cool. I think I’ve watched about 50 new movies in the past fourth months and every single one I’ve enjoyed. Plus there’s the other memories of lying on blankets in front of the TV, watching Antonio Banderas and Angelina Jolie making Sam and Dean comments… and the many mini-roadtrips we take everytime… I seriously don’t know what I’d do with myself if I didn’t have my little refuge away from my roommate and my frat and school and daily shit. I love spending time with her so much I get all panicy and emo when I have to come home.
I’ve also continued larping with Ben and Jesse and Tom, and we’ve convinced more people to come up to Cleveland with us which is fun, and Jesse’s started running a game on Friday nights now too, which I’m enjoying. I find I’m really enjoying spending time with him…
Which leads to my next topic… of how my brain is spazzing out whenever I’m around boys I have friendships with. I think it’s because I’m about to turn 22 and I’ve never yet had a serious committed relationship with anyone other than 2 friends that were never and aren’t potential couple material. I’ll be talking with certain people, and suddenly my brain will go “Does he like me? Could I spend the rest of my life with him? I’ve liked him for a while… maybe… does he have a girlfriend? I wonder what he looks like in bed.” I mean SERIOUSLY. When I’m just standing there TALKING. And it’s been scaring me. So far it’s happened with 3 guys that I’m friends with, but I havn’t known them for long and I know little about them, yet learn more everytime I talk with them. It’s really starting to freak me out the places my brain will go when I’m just talking about like, class. Or where they went to highschool. Or band.
I’m just crazy I guess.
Oh well. So that’s my little catch-up to life. And my internet is wigging out so this might not get posted for a while. But that’s ok. I can wait.
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And, I might have to decline the Ohio thing but only because I'm applying for a job in California. Ya'll should move to the west coast.