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bazolomewThe last time I posted was finishing up the summer. I havn't posted in a while. I don't really feel like talking about much... but I will anyway. I'm pretty emo at the moment.
It's been interesting living with my roommate... most of the time I feel guilt because we don't feel like roommates as much as the fact that she moved into my house. I've been trying to figure out how to change that, but I dunno. In one way I feel like she did move in with me. If she hadn't needed a place to stay, I would have been living by myself again this semester. But we are both paying the same amount for it and such, so techincally we're equal. I dunno. It's weird.
My classes... I like them all. I really do. I'm doing kinda bad in my psychology class but I really like it. I'm learning alot and I enjoy them all. The problem is that my Greek Achievement class is at 8:50am and I've already missed my alotted 3. Next one I miss makes my grade go down by a third, and I KNOW I'm going to miss more. It's the only class I have 3 days a week and it's the earliest one I've ever taken. So I'm going to ask him if he can change the thing for me, which I'm pretty sure he won't, but I want to try, and if he won't, then I guess I have to drop it because I won't be able to make it to them, and I can't afford to have my GPA go down.
Work sucks ass too. I'm making $40 a month for a whole hell of a lot of work that I don't want to do, and it's not worth my time anymore. I think I really am going to quit, because with gas prices the way they were, (and I doubt they're gonna stay that way), that’s barely more than one tank of gas.
My brother came up this weekend and we went over to Steve and Michelle's to watch the OSU/Iowa game. That was great fun. I love Colleen's family. Then today my mom and I roadtripped to Columbus to deliver and pick up some dining tables and chairs, then roadtripped back after like 15 minutes, but it was fun being with my mom and seeing my brother's new condo.
Project Runway made me happy that all of them get to go, but I’m still sad about Kayne. I miss him so bad. But hopefully the Reunion will be ok, though from the previews I’ve seen, I want to fucking break Keith’s neck. YOU CHEATED. GET THE FUCK OVER YOUR GODDAMN SELF YOU WHORE!
Supernatural left me fucking emo as what because IT DESTROYED ME. And now I want to do nothing. I’ve been re-considering dropping out of college, and am starting to think seriously about dropping everything and taking a year off to roadtrip around the USA and Canada. It’d be fun, educational, and character building. Hell, who knows, I might even figure out what I want to do with my life.
I decided to go see Pet over Labor Day weekend because I knew that it would probably be the last time I’d be able to see her face-to-face until at the very least late October and possibly until late November. So I left on Friday at 6pm, though I had been wanting to leave at noon, but had some last minute band meetings pop up. When I got there they were watching the VMAs so I plopped down and watched with them until she recieved a phonecall. This phonecall was pretty bad and ruined half the evening because someone decided to take stupid things out on people due to selfish jealousy, so I spent half the evening trying to make people feel better. I wasn't very happy about it and really wish the bullshit would stop.
Luckily we managed to plow our way through the shit and went back out to finish the VMAs. We finally collapsed into bed and slept in the next day until we woke up, went to eat at Long John Silver's, then came back and played board and card games all day while watching Jeffery Dean Morgan in Grey's Anatomy, The Handler, and CSI.
OMG. Grey's Anatomy KILLED me. We watched all his episodes, but some of the side story-lines left me in tears, and one even had me sobbing for about 15 minutes afterwards. And his last episode. Oh man... I lost it. We both did. It was pretty bad. To this day I can't listen to that song and not cry, and now it's even worse.
We pretty much played games the whole weekend, and Pet learned that I'm a ruthless board-game player. I felt really bad about it too, and tried to calm myself down, but found that it's really deeply ingrained. It must be from my childhood when I had to be ruthless in order to even have a chance at winning, due to my brother and my dad being smarter than me. It does make me laugh though because I read an interview where Jensen says that his worst quality is his competativeness with games, especially video games... and that totally reminds me of me. It would be kinda interesting to put the two of us together at a game... we would probably kill each other. But it would be fun.
Next week the Band is going to an away game at Temple. Hopefully that will be fun, except we're doing the FUCKING SHITTY "sleep on the bus" crap of leaving at midnight and driving home until 7am when we have to fucking start our next day. I hate that shit. No one sleeps on the fucking bus until like 6:30am, when we get 30 minutes sleep before we arrive.
This weekend was fun cuz KSU won at home against our biggest rival, Akron, and managed to get the wagonwheel back after a number of years. Yay for us. And we met Brothers and Sisters from Akron which was nice.
Last weekend was MER for KKPsi, and so a bunch of us drove up to Toledo Friday night and stayed at Caitlin’s house, then went to the Kent State vs. Bowling Green game at BG. Aaron and I took our instruments because 2 trumpet players from BG came to our game last year. We played the Fight Song at almost everything and amused and entertained the other Kent fans at the game. We had about 14 people tell us thanks for coming, or say we sounded good. A few asked us to come to every away game. And the team. The players loved us. They ended up winning 38-3, which was the first time Kent beat BG at their home in 34 years… and the first time in 14 ( I think) that BG hadn’t gotten a touchdown at home. It was amazing. And after the game the players came over and sang the Fight Song while we played it. Aaron and I also had our picture taken, but it didn’t get in the paper. It was on the internet, however, so yay for us!
MER was fun… we met lots of Brothers and I talked with a bunch. I was pretty happy with myself because I kinda broke out of my shell a little bit and mingled with a bunch of people instead of hiding behind my chapter. We learned a lot and it was great seeing MA again. We drove home and stopped at Aaron’s house on the way and had dinner with his family. It was really nice talking with his parents for an hour or so, it made me feel like I was back at home home (as in childhood, before my dad died), because that’s what my parents used to do after meals with guests. It was just refreshing. We made it home, and I collapsed.
That’s pretty much it. I think I’ve finally caught up. Yay. Maybe I’ll be less emo in the future. Oh well.
Next Thursday will hopefully be better… but I’m really scared that they’re going to do my worst fear with Dean. But I’m not going to mention it, because I don’t wanna become more emo. Goodnight.
It's been interesting living with my roommate... most of the time I feel guilt because we don't feel like roommates as much as the fact that she moved into my house. I've been trying to figure out how to change that, but I dunno. In one way I feel like she did move in with me. If she hadn't needed a place to stay, I would have been living by myself again this semester. But we are both paying the same amount for it and such, so techincally we're equal. I dunno. It's weird.
My classes... I like them all. I really do. I'm doing kinda bad in my psychology class but I really like it. I'm learning alot and I enjoy them all. The problem is that my Greek Achievement class is at 8:50am and I've already missed my alotted 3. Next one I miss makes my grade go down by a third, and I KNOW I'm going to miss more. It's the only class I have 3 days a week and it's the earliest one I've ever taken. So I'm going to ask him if he can change the thing for me, which I'm pretty sure he won't, but I want to try, and if he won't, then I guess I have to drop it because I won't be able to make it to them, and I can't afford to have my GPA go down.
Work sucks ass too. I'm making $40 a month for a whole hell of a lot of work that I don't want to do, and it's not worth my time anymore. I think I really am going to quit, because with gas prices the way they were, (and I doubt they're gonna stay that way), that’s barely more than one tank of gas.
My brother came up this weekend and we went over to Steve and Michelle's to watch the OSU/Iowa game. That was great fun. I love Colleen's family. Then today my mom and I roadtripped to Columbus to deliver and pick up some dining tables and chairs, then roadtripped back after like 15 minutes, but it was fun being with my mom and seeing my brother's new condo.
Project Runway made me happy that all of them get to go, but I’m still sad about Kayne. I miss him so bad. But hopefully the Reunion will be ok, though from the previews I’ve seen, I want to fucking break Keith’s neck. YOU CHEATED. GET THE FUCK OVER YOUR GODDAMN SELF YOU WHORE!
Supernatural left me fucking emo as what because IT DESTROYED ME. And now I want to do nothing. I’ve been re-considering dropping out of college, and am starting to think seriously about dropping everything and taking a year off to roadtrip around the USA and Canada. It’d be fun, educational, and character building. Hell, who knows, I might even figure out what I want to do with my life.
I decided to go see Pet over Labor Day weekend because I knew that it would probably be the last time I’d be able to see her face-to-face until at the very least late October and possibly until late November. So I left on Friday at 6pm, though I had been wanting to leave at noon, but had some last minute band meetings pop up. When I got there they were watching the VMAs so I plopped down and watched with them until she recieved a phonecall. This phonecall was pretty bad and ruined half the evening because someone decided to take stupid things out on people due to selfish jealousy, so I spent half the evening trying to make people feel better. I wasn't very happy about it and really wish the bullshit would stop.
Luckily we managed to plow our way through the shit and went back out to finish the VMAs. We finally collapsed into bed and slept in the next day until we woke up, went to eat at Long John Silver's, then came back and played board and card games all day while watching Jeffery Dean Morgan in Grey's Anatomy, The Handler, and CSI.
OMG. Grey's Anatomy KILLED me. We watched all his episodes, but some of the side story-lines left me in tears, and one even had me sobbing for about 15 minutes afterwards. And his last episode. Oh man... I lost it. We both did. It was pretty bad. To this day I can't listen to that song and not cry, and now it's even worse.
We pretty much played games the whole weekend, and Pet learned that I'm a ruthless board-game player. I felt really bad about it too, and tried to calm myself down, but found that it's really deeply ingrained. It must be from my childhood when I had to be ruthless in order to even have a chance at winning, due to my brother and my dad being smarter than me. It does make me laugh though because I read an interview where Jensen says that his worst quality is his competativeness with games, especially video games... and that totally reminds me of me. It would be kinda interesting to put the two of us together at a game... we would probably kill each other. But it would be fun.
Next week the Band is going to an away game at Temple. Hopefully that will be fun, except we're doing the FUCKING SHITTY "sleep on the bus" crap of leaving at midnight and driving home until 7am when we have to fucking start our next day. I hate that shit. No one sleeps on the fucking bus until like 6:30am, when we get 30 minutes sleep before we arrive.
This weekend was fun cuz KSU won at home against our biggest rival, Akron, and managed to get the wagonwheel back after a number of years. Yay for us. And we met Brothers and Sisters from Akron which was nice.
Last weekend was MER for KKPsi, and so a bunch of us drove up to Toledo Friday night and stayed at Caitlin’s house, then went to the Kent State vs. Bowling Green game at BG. Aaron and I took our instruments because 2 trumpet players from BG came to our game last year. We played the Fight Song at almost everything and amused and entertained the other Kent fans at the game. We had about 14 people tell us thanks for coming, or say we sounded good. A few asked us to come to every away game. And the team. The players loved us. They ended up winning 38-3, which was the first time Kent beat BG at their home in 34 years… and the first time in 14 ( I think) that BG hadn’t gotten a touchdown at home. It was amazing. And after the game the players came over and sang the Fight Song while we played it. Aaron and I also had our picture taken, but it didn’t get in the paper. It was on the internet, however, so yay for us!
MER was fun… we met lots of Brothers and I talked with a bunch. I was pretty happy with myself because I kinda broke out of my shell a little bit and mingled with a bunch of people instead of hiding behind my chapter. We learned a lot and it was great seeing MA again. We drove home and stopped at Aaron’s house on the way and had dinner with his family. It was really nice talking with his parents for an hour or so, it made me feel like I was back at home home (as in childhood, before my dad died), because that’s what my parents used to do after meals with guests. It was just refreshing. We made it home, and I collapsed.
That’s pretty much it. I think I’ve finally caught up. Yay. Maybe I’ll be less emo in the future. Oh well.
Next Thursday will hopefully be better… but I’m really scared that they’re going to do my worst fear with Dean. But I’m not going to mention it, because I don’t wanna become more emo. Goodnight.
