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So I've signed up for hc_bingo because it seemed interesting and my writing bug has been biting me pretty hard recently. My card, under the cut.

( Bingo! )

I have to admit, I'm pretty excited about a couple of these. I'm planning on spanning multiple fandoms right now... Definitely a Sirius/Remus is in the mix, (I mean, c'mon... "werewolves: silver poisoning") and I think I'm going to try some Leverage fic too. Whee!!

So nothing new is really happening. I just thought I'd post because it might keep me awake and I've been up since about 2pm yesterday.

I just read Queen's Gambit, Demon's Aria, and Master's Voice by sang_passion and was disturbed to find out that it bloody ends with Spike going into the Master's clutches... but nothing more!

Now, call me twisted, but I love the thought of Hierarchial Dominance. I mean... I think that's one reason why I like the vampires so much... Spike's on the bottom of the totem pole, and I love how everyone above him just abuses that position. The thought of someone in The Master's position using, abusing, and just dominating the fuck out of Spike turns me on. Same thing with Angelus. One of the first fics I came upon was Power Play by Laure Alexander... and OMG I knew that Jossverse Vampires were for me. It's not The Master himself... it's the power involved.

So when I finally get my dream of someone setting up Spike with The Master.... I'm all "yay"... but it's not to be. I'm so sad/upset/distraught.

To cure my sadness, I realize I must start writing fanfic again. Problem? Oh just that I havn't done it in about 4 years and wrote half of one story and hated it. I still sound like the 15 year old I was went I started writing fanfic altogether. Or else I'll get stuck on description. I have an entire chapter of useless backstory for one of my stories that ended up becoming the "prologue" because it had no relevence to the story other than setting up the fact that the FF took over a manor house in England. That's about all it encompasses.

Sigh. I'm hoping that now that I'm reading fanfic again, I'll be able to take the good things from the good ones and incorporate that somehow into my own writing. My other problem is that I tend to just make up things as I go, never having a clear plot or plotline until it about ends. I went through an entire story like that, and even though it turned into one of my favourite stories, it has about 3 or 4 alternate endings. And I'm now of the feeling that I need more structure. But that's complicated too.

Oh well. I'll get to writing one of these days. Since I can't manip worth crap, and my 3 icons I've made are silly, I might as well do something that I know I at least used to be good at.