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bazolomewThis week has been messed up. Changeover weekend meant instead of relaxing with beer and fireworks last weekend, we struck and remounted 2 shows in 2 days. Then worked the rest of this week.
I'm lead carpenter for one of those shows... which is cool and a learning experience, but I also learned I'm being paid the least amount of the actual carpenters in the shop this summer which pisses me off. I have the second most responsibility but being paid the least. Awesome.
Got my CA driver's license a week ago and some insurance today. We'll see if the computers at the DMV are down again tomorrow or if I can FINALLY get this shit over with.
Apparently my WoW account has been hacked, even though I cancelled it like two months ago. How the FUCK is that even possible?! Uhhh... I guess if you wanna pay for it feel free to steal my shit. I don't even fucking care anymore. My guild can fuck themselves with their asshole of a leader and the stupid bullshit politics that follow it.
And I'm drunk, hormonal, and pissed off, mostly due to:
The guy I've been lusting after has found another girl, who I'm also attracted to. I'm seriously torn up about this. I shouldn't be. I should have known. But I feel like I'm in highschool again and just watching my crush break my heart without ever telling him what he's doing to me. Fuck me. I'm sick of this shit.
What the fuck is wrong with who I am? Am I destined to be alone for-fucking-ever? I want to have someone be there for me. I want to fuck. I want to be able to settle for friend-with-benefits.
Fuck my life.
I'm lead carpenter for one of those shows... which is cool and a learning experience, but I also learned I'm being paid the least amount of the actual carpenters in the shop this summer which pisses me off. I have the second most responsibility but being paid the least. Awesome.
Got my CA driver's license a week ago and some insurance today. We'll see if the computers at the DMV are down again tomorrow or if I can FINALLY get this shit over with.
Apparently my WoW account has been hacked, even though I cancelled it like two months ago. How the FUCK is that even possible?! Uhhh... I guess if you wanna pay for it feel free to steal my shit. I don't even fucking care anymore. My guild can fuck themselves with their asshole of a leader and the stupid bullshit politics that follow it.
And I'm drunk, hormonal, and pissed off, mostly due to:
The guy I've been lusting after has found another girl, who I'm also attracted to. I'm seriously torn up about this. I shouldn't be. I should have known. But I feel like I'm in highschool again and just watching my crush break my heart without ever telling him what he's doing to me. Fuck me. I'm sick of this shit.
What the fuck is wrong with who I am? Am I destined to be alone for-fucking-ever? I want to have someone be there for me. I want to fuck. I want to be able to settle for friend-with-benefits.
Fuck my life.
