bazolomew

Ok, so my kittens are adorable and they're starting to like me more! Yay!

I almost missed my first rent payment date... and definitely missed my tuition payment date. Yay!

I've got insomnia. Yay!

I can't moderate my eating habits! Yay!

At least I finally deleted Everquest II and The Sims so I have some actual disk space on my computer again. That's rather nice. Plus I'll be paying $15 less a month with the deletion of EQ2. Now if I can only convince myself that deleting EQ1 won't be as incredibly painful as I know it will... God I spent the better part of 5 years on that game... it got me through high school. It was the first real game I ever played. It was definitely the first real RPG I ever played (unless you could StarTropics for NES that I couldn't get past the dolphin level.) It started me into D&D... I met people online I still know... It was the basis for my friendship with the only good guy-friend I still have... what else? Oh, let's add up how much money I've spent on it... 12 months in a year at about $11 a month (cuz it started at 10 and now it's 15) about $660, plus $50 for the game itself... $710, then add $35 for each of the 9 expansions... $1025.

Wow that's sad.

And the sadder thing is I can't bring myself to quit.

God it really is Evercrack.

Then there's the fact that I'm still paying for Final Fantasy XI when I've uninstalled it because I forgot to cancel it first... and I'm paying for a NC17 game called Sociotron which I'm going to cancel soon too because it's boring as hell... and I'm also paying for World of Warcraft which is currently the only game I still play on a daily basis. And I'll probably cancel that too when I get bored of it.

The worst thing is the game that I really miss, Star Wars Galaxies, I CAN'T play anymore because they've fucked up the entire game. They did it a little bit once and I tried to still play, but I couldn't so I quit it then... but apparently they've fucked with it even more and are trying to turn it into an online version of the Battlefront Games for PS2. I heard they got rid of almost all classes, and they totally got rid of the crafting classes, which were the only reason why I played in the first place. But I miss the origional version of the game SOOOO much and it saddens me that it's gone forever.

Oh well.

I took lots of online quizzes in the past few sleepless nights... but I don't think I'm going to post them because it really looks tacky to post like 7 in a row. I have the coding saved in word documents tho if I ever really want to post.

School's almost upon me again, and I SO don't want to go back. I wish I could only take band classes and just audit everything else, and still graduate. I can't stand grades. Or work. I want to just learn stuff without the insane pressure of homework, tests, papers, deadlines, drama, and grades. But aparently learning is looked down upon in society... it's money and GPA that matters.

Yay for random long posts.

I'm also planning out 2 vids, one being a messed up Bangel (Anuffy? Bufangel? Angeffy?) and the other being a Spangel. I have clips in mind and know what I'm planning on doing... but there's the whole actually getting the clips and learning how to put it together and time it to music bits that I havn't learned yet. Oh well. Everything starts with a concept, right?

Speaking of which, I think I'll do some new year resolutions, even though I don't really believe in them. They're in no order.

1) Learn to manip/vid

2) Post on LJ more often than once a month or every few weeks

3) Maintain friendships with LJ friends, as well as Psi brothers, RL brother, mother, and gamer friends

4) Get my Little through the Psi process.

5) Take care of my kittens

6) Take care of myself.

7) Stay in my apartment

8) Get/Keep a job

9) not get behind in Latin

10) Not drop a class

That's all for now. Until next time... adios.