Nothing really new
May. 16th, 2006 03:33 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bazolomewSo I just felt like posting because.... I havn't in a while I guess.
My job is going well... I put books away. That's about it. Whee.
So I went over tosoulless_lover's house last weekend and after shopping we watched the first season of Queer as Folk and now I'm into it... Brian especially. That man makes me wish I was a gay man. I'm not obessed, just pleasently into all the boysex and all the issues and controversy it brings up. Yay for tackling issues... and I have mixed feelings about it being on Showtime. If it wasn't there wouldn't be nearly as much porn or fucking or swearing or happiness... but it also would have a much wider viewing audience and might be more impactive on society. Because the one episode where Justin is denied his right to start a club at his school is a HOT issue right now along with many others of intolerance and injustice. And especially because it's based in Pittsburg... which is so close to Ohio and shows that even in the conservative midwest there are gay men and lesbians, and they're FUCKING NORMAL PEOPLE WHO CAN'T EVEN GO INTO THE HOSPITAL TOGETHER BECAUSE OF IGNORANCE.
/rant off
In other news, The West Wing ended, and my mother and I cried for like 30 minutes afterward. I called what was in the box like the second before he opened it and OMG heartwrenching!
Speaking of my mother, she's made an offer on a house a few streets away, which means I gotta get over there and pack my old room up... which sucks because it's a disaster. Boo.
And I'm still obsessed with Supernatural.... though since it's not on anymore, I've been reading all the fic I can get my hands on... and have found the amazingness that is RPS between Jensen, Jared, and Christian Kane. Mmmmmm.
I've also been thinking alot lately about moving to LA and trying my luck there... but that's about as possible as Jensen, Jared, and Christian announcing that they're really having sex together. I just can't get it out of my head tho... espeically since that's how all three of them got started... but then I remember that 1) I'm not a man, 2) I'm not hot, and 3) The only parts I've ever gotten were because other people were desperate for actors, not because I auditioned and got the part.
My low-fat/low-cal diet isn't going so hot... but I have been working out a bit... and after watching Supernatural and wanting to look like Dean, and especially after watching Queer as Folk and watching the four of them work out everyday, I'm really feeling motivated. If only this hadn't happened earlier in the year when it was still free for me to use the Wellness and Recreational Center at the University, but the assholes charge during the summer. Doh.
Still not sure about my major next semester... I don't think I'll be able to handle the workload. I think I might be happier doing art or something where the workload is all about making things and not practicing. I love making things.
I made an appointment to talk to a counsellor again, cuz I'm so unsure about my life and I hope that she'll be able to help guide me in the right direction. What I really need is a Guidance Counsellor, but those don't exist on the college level (that I know of) plus, no one's at KSU anymore and I really can't wait 3 months to see someone.
And I'm slightly pissed that I can't figure out how to get my lj cuts to work anymore... but it might just be my computer.... which is BEING REPLACED IN 2-3 DAYS! WOOOOOO!!! My brother helped me buy a new one since mine won't do half the shit I want it for anymore... and I've had it since 8th grade. It'll be top of the line and brand new and yay. Hopefully I can get it to work on my own, since my brother will be in Columbus when it arrives up here. I might call him.
Think that's about it for now...
One last thing tho.... to everyone who reads and those who comment: I'm sorry I don't reply to your comments... I'm trying to motivate myself to do such, but I just never know what to say. I do read them tho, and appreciate them. Love to my small yet happy flist.
My job is going well... I put books away. That's about it. Whee.
So I went over to
soulless_lover's house last weekend and after shopping we watched the first season of Queer as Folk and now I'm into it... Brian especially. That man makes me wish I was a gay man. I'm not obessed, just pleasently into all the boysex and all the issues and controversy it brings up. Yay for tackling issues... and I have mixed feelings about it being on Showtime. If it wasn't there wouldn't be nearly as much porn or fucking or swearing or happiness... but it also would have a much wider viewing audience and might be more impactive on society. Because the one episode where Justin is denied his right to start a club at his school is a HOT issue right now along with many others of intolerance and injustice. And especially because it's based in Pittsburg... which is so close to Ohio and shows that even in the conservative midwest there are gay men and lesbians, and they're FUCKING NORMAL PEOPLE WHO CAN'T EVEN GO INTO THE HOSPITAL TOGETHER BECAUSE OF IGNORANCE. /rant off
In other news, The West Wing ended, and my mother and I cried for like 30 minutes afterward. I called what was in the box like the second before he opened it and OMG heartwrenching!
Speaking of my mother, she's made an offer on a house a few streets away, which means I gotta get over there and pack my old room up... which sucks because it's a disaster. Boo.
And I'm still obsessed with Supernatural.... though since it's not on anymore, I've been reading all the fic I can get my hands on... and have found the amazingness that is RPS between Jensen, Jared, and Christian Kane. Mmmmmm.
I've also been thinking alot lately about moving to LA and trying my luck there... but that's about as possible as Jensen, Jared, and Christian announcing that they're really having sex together. I just can't get it out of my head tho... espeically since that's how all three of them got started... but then I remember that 1) I'm not a man, 2) I'm not hot, and 3) The only parts I've ever gotten were because other people were desperate for actors, not because I auditioned and got the part.
My low-fat/low-cal diet isn't going so hot... but I have been working out a bit... and after watching Supernatural and wanting to look like Dean, and especially after watching Queer as Folk and watching the four of them work out everyday, I'm really feeling motivated. If only this hadn't happened earlier in the year when it was still free for me to use the Wellness and Recreational Center at the University, but the assholes charge during the summer. Doh.
Still not sure about my major next semester... I don't think I'll be able to handle the workload. I think I might be happier doing art or something where the workload is all about making things and not practicing. I love making things.
I made an appointment to talk to a counsellor again, cuz I'm so unsure about my life and I hope that she'll be able to help guide me in the right direction. What I really need is a Guidance Counsellor, but those don't exist on the college level (that I know of) plus, no one's at KSU anymore and I really can't wait 3 months to see someone.
And I'm slightly pissed that I can't figure out how to get my lj cuts to work anymore... but it might just be my computer.... which is BEING REPLACED IN 2-3 DAYS! WOOOOOO!!! My brother helped me buy a new one since mine won't do half the shit I want it for anymore... and I've had it since 8th grade. It'll be top of the line and brand new and yay. Hopefully I can get it to work on my own, since my brother will be in Columbus when it arrives up here. I might call him.
Think that's about it for now...
One last thing tho.... to everyone who reads and those who comment: I'm sorry I don't reply to your comments... I'm trying to motivate myself to do such, but I just never know what to say. I do read them tho, and appreciate them. Love to my small yet happy flist.
