bazolomew

I just got back from spending the day, night, and day at soulless_lover  's house. First, it was an absolute blast. Will and Drake as fledglings together rock! We bought a naughty chair for Will, a frickin throne for Will's Angelus, and a porcelin piggy bank for me. The we went shopping and I was very tempted to buy a frickin 5 POUND bar of Hershey's chocolate... but I didn't. We had dinner, a tea party, some doll porn... and then we talked with our Sires for a long time, having interesting chats and lots of giggling, then were given lots of glares and threats of punishment, then we giggled more... and finally settled down. We watched Fool for Love and Darla, then fell asleep at about 6:30am. We woke up at about 3:30pm, and messed about until about 5:30, when we went back to the antique store where we got the previous furnature, picked up the Angelus Throne, and brought it back. Then we worked on demolishing the naughty chair’s horrible leather seating, because it was shabby and broken, and needs to be completely re-done… and in the process learned tons about chair-making from at least 70-80 years ago, and maybe even earlier. (Poor kid apprentice who went and shaved the horse…) We ate dinner again, then I set out for home after a bit more.

That’s the good stuff.

The bad stuff is I’m completely wishing I had a type of relationship that emily and pet have as Will and Angelus. Overhearing their convos… watching their interactions… they’re so cool together… and though I love kidcyclone dearly, we both know that our relationship can never progress into the sexual depths that I’d like to have some sort of relationship in. I mean, online is fun and all… but we both know that it could never happen IRL… which is kinda what I want. It would be strange to even do phone sex.

Sooo…. I’m thinking that I need to start looking for an Angelus for me IRL. Luckily, I have an idea of what I’m looking for in a relationship this time… unlike with my ex-boyfriend… the only problem is knowing where to look. Pretty much, I’m looking for a girl who loves to pretend to be a dominant male vampire Sire, but is still caring, fun-loving, and decent at the same time… and doesn’t mind being with a submissive girl, who loves playing a naughty male fledgling. She should be willing to roleplay, use a multitude of corporal punishments, be loving, and be willing to be friends outside of RP as well. I think that about covers it… which gives me about a 1 in 213087349315931735979173671971396931769137 chance of ever finding anyone.

The problem is, I know two people like that right now, but they’re both taken, which is why I feel my chances of finding other people as cool and nice as them is rather low.

In other news, I’m FUCKING SICK OF SCHOOL. I don’t even want to finish the semester. I think I’m going to go to having like 5 credit hours next semester… one class, and 2 bands.